diana here again..
2nd entry for todae.

about the cnn thingy..i'm not going alreadi. my mom didnt want to give me my uncle's number. the first sentance she came out of her mouth was 'why didnt he ask ur sister instead of u?'
wad kind of mother is she? everytime so biased. sheesh. fine then. she dun wanna give me this kind of exposure nvm. wad about driving!?

i always tot it was both my parents idea not letting me continue my driving. btw i passed my btt long ago. the reason my mom gave was 'cant u let ur sister finish first before you start' it got me thinking and thinking. why mus she finish first. cant be because of the fees lor. u guys are searching for new houses. not hdb leh. landed properties leh. wanna buy new car. most recently, thinking of getting some mercedez c class. like tt call no money?

the funnie thing is. my dad asked me a question this morning. 'how come ur're not learning driving already ah?' i was in awe la.
so. this shows who is behind it all. my mom.

can u imagine. an 18 year old who has never worked in her life? reason being: my mummy dun let.
ya tts me.

ya childish. waeva k. the only job i ever got was behind her bloody back. at california fitness. urgh. anyway the main point is..why dont she let me work? the reason she gave me time and time again is, why do u want to work so much? how much can you get anyway? just because ur frens are working doesnt mean you got to work. cant u jus stay at home and read?

i did that for many holidays alreadi ok. since secondary 4. since the first 3 mths course. she NEVER let me work. now. my younger sister is sec 1. guess wad!? she has alreadi started working! part time of course. holiday job. when i asked my mom why she said 'its for experience wad. not like u, everyday stay at home laying around doing nothing.'

do u feel as pissed as me.
i really cannot believe how many times i've keep quiet alreadi. i've always tried to endure and endure. this time i really cant help but break down.

is it so hard to jus feel abit of love from ur family.huh?

my mom is always complaining i'm nothing but a bad egg. rotten from head to toe. calls me wad? prostitute.
DO I BLOODY HELL LOOK LIKE ONE!? TELL ME. DO I!?
everytime i buy new clothes. she say 'why u buy clothes again. another funny looking clothes is it'
dam her man. i really cannot stand it.

tts why i never dress up. unless its an occasion. i never touch make up. if i wear tubes or spaghetti i'll always bring a jacket. i wear shorts and skirts because she comdamns my only pair of jeans.
my sister? wears make up. goes clubbing. wears mini skirts. low cut tops. definitely buys clothes every week.
and she calls me a prostitute?
i've never been to a club. i've never gotten drunk. i've never smoked. and guess wad! i'm LEGAL.

i really dont need all of this right now. not when i've still got exams.