Just reached home from a tiring day..haha..

todae is dear dear's river rigatta race! =) and i went to support him at clarke quay..hahas..stood there for like an hour plus plus..to see him race! lol he told me to look out for the boat with oresmen in white tee and black lifevasts..alamak..got so mani lo...dunno which one was the correct one..so i took pictures of all..LOL
but so sorry baby..cannot see the face de..haix..

soon.....it POURED. dam. got stuck in one of the tents..waited for abt half an hour before asking a lady with an umbrella to 'ferry' me across with her..hahas..
haiyo..but like so funnie like tt..dear dear with his team..then i stand there like so toot toot de..when i was there..well..
kinda felt like i'm a burden more then a suporter..haix..
dear felt bad and told his teammates he'll go off with me first..cos i wait so long le..felt so guilty..at that point i really felt as though i'm such a big burden to him..haix..

after tt we went shopping! everything also dear pay..feel so bad..haix..but good also..if not no money buy christmas presents and his birthday present..HEE...cos after next week..no income le..haix..no sch le ma..

then..todae..
i asked dear a question..

well..i asked..
'has it ever come across ur mind..that i'm not up to ur standards?' and he went like..'where got..i then not up to ur standards..'

well..i keep feeling that well..haix..
ur're so cute and all..mayeb u deserve someone prettier..i know u can find de..easily. girls flock to u all the time..flirt with u..
i know i'm not pretty.

baby u know..i wanted to tell this to u while waiting for the bus..was thinking abt it all along in the taxi..

did u know..ur're the only one who has ever called me beautiful..
and it means alot to me..

since primary sch. i'm like a shadow..no one rmbs me..secondary sch..i was always being made fun off.why? cos i have a big mole on my forehead..

and yet..
u still called me beautiful..

everytime i think about this..i'd cry.
cos i'm so touched..

today u told me..everytime u wanna whack my hand..play play..u stop. and rather sayang..
even plan for our future..

i'm so proud of u baby. so proud of having u as my bf..
i love u so so much darling..
so much..