5++pm
i miss my baby so much..haix..only two days diana. haix..maybe i really am possessive eh..haix..i wan his hugs and kisses..

last paper tmr...marketing.well..tot i would be able to cope well cos i've always been good with marketing..haha..action seh.
anyway..jus started studying todae..didnt know got so much to study..haix..

still feeling rather down todae..have been..for the past few days..fridae..wanted to spend more time with dear..in the end my mom kept pushing me to go home. everytime like tt. its not like i wont go home ma..

ytd, haix. dun tok abt it le..put the past behind. but hopefully it wont repeat itself..
my index feels as though its broken. or burnt. no scar no nothing,yet it hurts like mad..its swollen though. hmm..dun remember whacking it on anything..

today..all alone at home..had piano in the morning..kept waking up in the middle of the night..have no idea why..guess i think too much ba..

well, the only good news i received todae was,
after 6 years, i'm finally meeting up with my primary school mates =D
date and time not confirmed yet, but i'm really really looking forward to it ! and i hope dear can come along with me too =) it'll be nice to have him around, at least then i'll know i'll be comfortable..hee..

anyway, i'm thinking of continuing my tennis lessons =) havent been excercising since the exams started..figure going out of shape le~ LOL.
now baby should be at esplanade le..
he's helping out with the womans day out thingy..
i actually wanted to join, but no one pei wo..and my exams is tmr..so i decided not to..haha..i got invited by ssc anyway..hahas..dunno why too..

i've been dragging ang dragging my workout plans for ages, but i'm determined to pump up! most likely going to start next week and already am planning to join real run with dear next year =)
*so, hopefully i can get my shoes soon (looking forward to xmas) lol..

esp looking forward to xmas cos dear dear is going to bring me out!! =D
but for now, next weekend =) cos my parents will be overseas! woo!

8:40pm
haix..i'm so stressed up, pimples have suddenly popped on my face =( i hardly have pimples..but once they come, they come in a pack -.- hahas..

anyway, saw a phrase from a friend's msn nick..liked it =) 'Life is a drawing without erasers'
hahas..how true..
nvm la~ Use liquid paper =) lol..

haix...dear dear's phone is off..tot of meeting him up for dinner..cos tmr i might not be free..tues he got db..haix haix..miss him =( guess phone no batt..or maybe i'm too annoying..haha..

*SLAP* ok i gotta stop thinking of him and drag myself back to study -sobs.