Sunlovers Rhapsody

2007-09-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

ok, i realised i havent been updating this blog like since, forever? LOL

its a saturday morning and diana liu is awake and updating her blog. when has tt EVER happened! DAM. couldn't sleep much ytd..have no idea why though..

before i fell asleep, i actually banged my toe against my sister's drawer! kns la. all her underwear stuffed there cannot close. -.- painful eh! it swelled. but i guess its better now..haha..

celebrated darling and my anniversary at dhoby ghaut fish and co. two days back~ the glass house i think? is tt wads it called? but anyway, had an enjoyable time with dear!!! he brought me to mount faber, cos i've been wanting to see how secluded the place is! well, have been hearing stories tt its a very romantic place, and well, couples are always found doing 'stuff' there?

It was kinda disappointing though......NOTHING DE!!!! lol! went there for less then half an hour and we left. LOL!

alot of things have happened since my last post..

i've found a part-time job to kill my unused time..working at vivo~ won't tell u wad it is though. WAHAHA. dam paiseh -.-

the environment is nice, but there are this two malay girls i BUAY TA HAN AH! EVERYTIME slack. u can hardly see them working one leh. -.-

oh! and last week, something urky happened at work~

tere's this girl named G and my supervisor is E. They are rumoured to be lesbians la..

Don't get me wrong, i've got nothing against les and gays. in fact i have many friends who are.=)

Anyway, one day, i happened to be working with weixian and we left work together..G and E were there too.

When we left, G said bye to me and i smiled back and said bye. after a distance, wx forgot her cap, so we went back. as we were leaving again, G's expression was like so sad as she said bye to me again..then E said 'why leh? ni bu se de huh?'

Like omg la. okay. maybe i'm not as experienced like my dear is, but this is kinda freaky. LOL

Oh ya, once at work, i picked up a N93 and everyone was like telling me to sell it and share cost. biatches. i felt dam bad la. was imagining wad if it was me who lost that TOTALLY NEW PHONE! i'd be crying my guts out man!

ayway i searched home and called the person. it belonged to an old lady, and i had to wait till 11pm before she actually came back. but she was so full and thanks =) that made me more then happy..hahaha...

within the pass few months, as some of u know, i havent had a really smooth road to walk..

had been quarelling with dear and such..really tough time. but i'm glad its over =)

in the midst of all that, someone i once considered a friend took this chance and went overboard. shall not name who cos i promised dear i wouldnt do anything. if i hadn't promise, i swear she wouldn't see the lights of day.

i've heard many stories about her, but i just didnt bother cos its her life. BUT she tried to interfer with MINE? wrong move sister.

grrrrr....

anyway, lots of happenings today..

firstly, its my god-son's ONE YR OLD birthday!!

time pass so fast man......still can rmb his one month bash. LOL

Happy Birthday den den!!

AND, today my home is transformed into an old folks home. (quoted by my mom)

That's becasue, my dad's friends are all gathering at our place for dinner -.-

dam it man....all old men -.-

A few days ago, i celebrated Haiyan's 21st birthday. i'm not even 21 and i actually celebrated more then 5 21st birthdays this yr -.-

anyway, she booked the newly constructed hotel at sentosa~ in which i forgot the name~ LOL

beautiful place! but cos i went there after work so couldnt tan and stuff...HAIX. miss the sun.

Anyway, there was this very spastic photo of me trying to act like jay chou. but cos the chair didnt have arms, so it looked dam retarded. WHAHAHA. will update later with the rest =)

OMG. i jus realised i didnt update on my sis's 21st -.-

SORRY!!!

had a hell of a saturday night on the 21st of july~ cos my elder sis,Deborah Liu Guiyu celebrated her 21st birthday! DAM it. 2 more yrs and its my turn. -.-

the theme was 'the oscars', so we had to dress up! and guess wad i wore!!! >=)

i'll let the pictures do the talking ^^

Haiyan's 21st:

Jie's 21st birthday:

2007-06-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Currently sweating my pants off infront of my lappy..
which is supposed to be a good thing. -.-

Had a dengue scare a few days ago. omg man.
It all started on sunday.

i was watching ugly betty at the upstairs living room and suddenly my whole body ached like mad! zz..couldnt sleep till 3-4am. then next day when i woke up for sch, my whole body ached even more. felt a fever coming up, so i went home to slp. NOT.
well, went to dear's hse for awhile =)

immediately he concluded i had a fever, but i just stayed alittle while before going home..haha..

anyways, the next few days were dam tiring..and i skipped sch a few times to jus lie dwn in bed the whole day. urgh. when i finally got better i went to sch. everything was ok UNTIL one of my classmates said i have all the syntoms of dengue -.-

i sorta freaked out awhile, but jus shook it off and continued the rest of the day. Went to dear's place for dinner and pei him go take MC cos he's been having fever too =(

thats when all the freaky things started to happen.

i was playing burn out on my psp while lying on his bed, waiting for him to finish up his last game of fifa, WHEN suddenly!! i realised my whole dam body was full with rashes! OMG lor. -.- I PANICKED!!!!!

dear rushed me home and i was rushed to the hospital, as i'm a dengue suspect. ZZZZ.
waha. had a blood test. my first time!! wa. pain =( i hate needles. really.

ANYWAY! guess wad!? =)
i DONT HAVE DENGUE! wahaha!

dam funny la. -.- the doctor looked like one of my lecturers. WAHAHA!
he went like, ur platelet level is in the normal range, but ur red blood cells are low..blah blah blah..haha! i've got low blood pressure. weeee~ -.-

Well, i've still gotta take care and be extra careful cos one of the dengue hotspots is at ho ching rd. WHICH is a street opposite my hse. yay -.-

HAIX..............so dam boring being at home with nothing to do..tmr is melissa's 21st birthday chalet!!! URGH!!! cant go =(
i'm so sorry GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna goooooooooooooooooooo........but mummy dun let...................................
and anyway i think if i go there now, i'd jus scare everyone. cos my face is still full of rashes. LOL. haix..

Anyway, was really touched..cos for those who knew abt me getting my blood test were all so caring..thanks guys =)
am esp grateful to dear and his parents!!!! They esp went to a chinese doctor to get liang cha and this powder thingy, drove to my place to pass it to me, JUST to see how i was and went home. SO SWEEETTTT............=)

haix..cant get out till abt a week later..sad. i miss everyone.

2007-06-17T16:55:00.001+08:00

Woot!

Haven't been updating for some time now yea? =) BUSY BUSY BUSY!

well..many MANY things have happened within the pass month..

mom went for op..i had a hair disaster..lost my organiser (with all my neoprints and $250 worth of vouchers) but most imptly,i know its belated but i still wanna put it up,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE!!!! =D

waha. my life's a little chaotic now adays cos i cant really rmb wad date i have to do wad..BUT! getting a new organiser soon =D

Anyway, projects have been keeping me busy for quite some time now..some freaking irritaing happenings along the way. esp one person in the group. go there stone only. -.- no contributions, and even when she gives SOMETHING, its all crap anyway..haix..some people are really irritable. even when its our project question review (by the lecturer) me and melissa ask her to listen, she still can *da qing ma qiao* with a guy in the class. HAIX.

how i wish can jus kick her out of the grp..but our other grp members will be affected.SAD!

Haven't been in the best of moods lately..

but luckily baby has been here for me..

love him to bits! =)

look at how much everyone of us has changed..haix..

even if we don't want to..time always chases up with us..

one more year..and i gotta go out and work le..

i don't wanna grow up. =(

Burfday!

2007-05-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

HEHE!
Finally an update yea!?

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
WAhHaha!
Anyway, wanna thank all the ppl who wished me a happy birthday, esp lynn (i know tt msg took a long while for u to type out) AND OF COS! My dear dear! =)

Classmates celebrated at NYDC and gave me many prezzies~!! (22nd may)They got me this tube jumper thingy with shorts? LOL! dun really know how to describe it, but its dam RETRO! LOL!
Received chocolates with my name engraved on them and many birthday cards ^^
Thanks guys!!! =)

Wanna thank my sisters for the expensive bikini too!!! love it! ^^

Had the BEST birthday celebration yesterday(23rd may)! *grinz*

Dear picked me up from below my block and opened the car door for me =D AND i saw this bauquet of roses~~!!!!!! i was like. OMG OMG OMG!
Usually i don't react tt way, but i've not received flowers since the last concert! LOL! they were soooo prettie~~!!! ^^ Loved it!

Well, he was quiet throughout the whole journey..hardly spoke..-.- felt really weird..

when we reached paragon fish and co. He kept saying my makeup was all over my face. here black there black. then EVERYTIME i made the trip to the toilet, i check, Nothing leh. =.=
i know i'm a NOOB at makeup, but something wasn't right.My makeup was intact.
WELL!

After tt i finally knew WHY!

When he called for the bill, suddenly i got surrounded by all the staff in the restaurant. THEN! They started singing! OMG. FREAKING LOUDLY. i really mean LOUD!
Some kind of special fish and co birthday song~ LOL. it seems that when i went to 'check on my makeup', dear told the staff its my birthday...LOL! so sweet ah ^^

After tt, went to rocher road to tapao TaOhui~~~~~ BEST! LOL
reached his place, and his parents sang me a birthday song! so sweeeeettt~~~ LOL! they waited up till 12 to sing it to moi! ^^

On the actual day itself, (24th may)
i met up with baby once again!!!! =)
went to watch pirates of the caribbean. HAIX.......
This is the first time in my life. I swear it. I lost the tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i totally lost the mood to watch it. But as usual, my hero went to the ticket booth and explained to the lady. AND!! They acutually gave us new seats and tickets for the show! Like wad dear would say. 'SO NICE CAN!?' LOL!

anyway. spent the rest of the day at home celebrating with the family! ^^ My favourite fourleafs CHOCOLATE CAKE! WAHAHAHA!

Well, at least last year's birthday wish came true,
i got to spend this year's birthday with my baby ^^

2007-04-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

In half an hours time, its gonna be an extremely memorable moment for diana liu and kent lim.
cos in half an hours time. its......
our. 5th YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! WOOHOO~
To hell with the ppl who doubted us! HAhahaHA!

But honestly, time isnt the biggest achievement. Its the love we both have for each other =)
yea we may have broken off a few times..but eventually we'll get back together and laugh over them. COOLNESS! wahha! =D
love you baby!

-todae's happenings-
Well~~~ went to bugis today to shop shop for mummy's birthday pressie and sell off melissa's hp. BUT, in the end i ended up getting a hair cut at toni and guy. This is the 2nd time in my whole life, someone from tt salon has approached me.
The first experience was in sec 2-3 if i'm not mistaken, and this guy jus walked out of the shop and asked me to be his hair model and to come back the next day. tt was at orchard heeren. OBVIOUSLY i didnt! siao ah! later they dye my hair and anyhow cut! still schooling LEH!

Anyway, todae me and my frens were ascorted to the toni and guy academy..
well, we got free hair cuts =) BUT! by graduating students~ in a horrific way we're they're 'dummies'
LOL~ but anyway no worries cos thier director was there to assist them! hmmm...he cut off my fringe and gave my hair MORE volume. LOVED IT! =D

-ATTENTION-
i've got abt 7-8 postcards for a complimentary haircut at toni and guy for FREE. Anyone wants they can get it from ME~ its valid till 31MAY07.

2007-04-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Firstly, Congrats to Yuhua Concert Band for getting GOLD again this year =) hope you guys get honors~

anyway~ starting school next wk lo!! FINALLY! i'm practically rotting at home -.- nothing to do..haha..
Good news is, my mom has finally given in and i'm allowed to continue to take my driving lessons! =D sooooooo i'm going to start next wk! why!? cos this wk i'll be going on a cruisE~
AND!!! since my mom has rejected my request to join cardo mix (which i'm suppose to take up with lynn), i guess i jus have to depend on myself and delegently work out myself.......haix..
BUT dear is going to help me with it! =) wahaHAhahaha...

ohh ohh!
there's this really dumb video i saw on youtube and i wnana share it with you guys~
if you havent seen it, its this webby

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7putw2A4FiI - trapped in the cupboard.
really funny! =)

2007-04-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

YAY! jus came home ytd from an unforgettable chalet with dear dear! =)
celebrated our 5th yr together earlier due to our busy schedules the next two weeks..

we stayed at sentosa coasta sands and TANNED everyday! lol! dears going to turn into a chocolate man soon =) yummy~

darling brought me to marche~ omg. dam expensive la..the 100 he withdrew all gone within a day..haix..felt so bad..
but the day was sweet~ we went grocery shopping, watched the songs of the sea(modern musical fountain), watched tv till late in the night, ate DURIAN! whahaha!

keke..love him so much! Muack!!
anyway, yea thats the new haircut LOL.
yeayeayea.motorola hairstyle rite? lol!

last but not least!
CONGRATS LYNN! for PASSING TP! =D
you know wad, i'm starting to believe the fact tt females have higher chances of passing on the first time. LOL!

Enjoy the holidays ppl!

2007-03-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair.

and i look ten years younger. BUT I LIKEY! =) hehe.
will update a photo soon..i guess you'' jus start laughing the first time you see it, cos i got a shock when i first put on my specs. i think i ought to get lenses soon. if not i really look like some primary sch kid. LOL!

i followed my parents for a little shopping this afternoon =)
i know i know. i'm suppose to be studying rite.....................haha!
we went shopping for a karaoke system, AND my parents are really keen on buying it! so looks like i'll get a kbox system soon!!!! YEA! oh btw, its all the lastest songs. so yea. dun have to waste money going kbox! summore got freeflow of drinks and food =D
WAHAHAHHAA.

haix.....exams these two weeks..really not in the mood to study though..but stil gotta mug and mug.
i think i'm too dam relax leh..LOL. after the first paper i slack like shit alreadi..cos the next few quite easy..haha..
dear dear suddenly call me, ask me to cut hair..and guess wad -.-
my mom said nothing leh. NOTHING leh. LOL. so i went. HEEE..
first time eh! =) yay! shows that shes beginning to trust me? oo?

spoilt.

2007-03-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

OH MY FREAKING GOD.
i cant believe jus how spoilt kids can be now adays.
one of my "younger generation" cousin, just got himself a LAPTOP.

guess wads his age?

8 yrs old.
WTF RITE!!!!???? SPOILT! SPOILT! SPOILT!
jus becos he wans to play MAPLE STORY!
he jus asked his dad, and he bought it for him. like WTF.
doesn't mean cos he's the only son you've got to spoil him until like tt rite?? URGH.

did i mention that he had his first handphone before he reached primary one? jus becos he saw adults having it? =)
i had my first in sec 3 -.- SEC 3!!!!!
the worst part is. he's dad is a lecturer for some school. nv really bothered to ask where.
having to see kids and teenagers everyday, at least you should know wad is discipline rite?
DAMN IT MAN! you're spoiling your own KID!

its not like no one never said anything about it..SO many relatives..at least one from each family has something to say. ESP we teenagers. come on la.
his kid took a stick and forced it on my youngest sister's face eh. made her face have one fucking big blueblack. she cried like mad and you know wad he told her? 'don't cry, later the adults come and scold me' and he went out of the room they were playing and said 'everything is alright, nothing happened'

that kid, hits and shouts at my aunties..when you tell him he's doing something wrong, he doesnt listen..and his parents ALWAYS have his back no matter what he does.

spoilt.

2007-03-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

yay! received the pics from my boss! muahaha.

i miss these ppl. they're the best =)

we became so close within 4 days. LOL. -hugs!

2007-03-06T13:24:00.000+08:00

YAY! finally got my pay!! AND. Work is OVER! lol

mixed emotions. dunno whether i should be happy? cos its over? or should i be sad? cos its over and i'm jobless once again -.-

dont have any photos to update for the career fair YET. cos my bosses and friends have not sent them to me..lol..busy ppl.

Anyway, darling surprised me at work! eh. i think cos he read my previous entry. HOHOHO. the power of blogging =D!

so sweet eh.......=) i was like explaining the course structure and stuff to this lady..and then! HE APPEARED! actually i kinda expected it a little..haha...cos for no reason he called me to ask which booth i was in -.^ (*DUH)

but anyway, THANK YOU BABY! =) muackkkk!

anyway, went to renew my passport ytd and dam. i waited for like an hour plus to jus collect it. -.- after tt my parents brought me to the singapore cricket club for lunch! super solid. i had steak =D! muahahaha......although the dress code there is strict, the environment is so high class la. public not allowed, strictly only members. there are some rooms even i cant go! only my dad is allowed. zzzzz...

anyway. went to the jackpot room for some fun! yay! i actually won some money! i started off with ten, won 100, but my parents keep taking all my money till i left only 20. zzz...but good enough! cos the capital wasnt mine in the first place. WAHHAHA.

at nite, went to watch 'pursue of happyness' with dear dear =) becos he didnt want me to get anything for him (wanted to get him sumthing with my pay,cos he bought many things for me with his) i decided to pay for everything! but still in the end only spent abit. -.-. i cried during the show..

soooo TOUCHING =(

i felt so happy for will smith.....really..

during tt part..you can hear the whole cinema being filled with 'sniff sniff' HAhahAA.

darling drove me home after tt =) but of cos with his dad! not allowed to drive alone YET. but still its the thought tt counts..muack..

ok..the new year has passed and its already MARCH. urgh. having my piano theory this saturday. freaking nervous. for all i know i'll probably flunk it like the last time..dam hard la.taking it under 'ABRSM' which is the hardest paper to take. but most recognised internationally. degree 2nd yr 2nd term exam in two weeks time. haix....stresss.

but i've got GOOD NEWS!!!

i actually passed my marketing! i didnt fail! DAM! all our test papers were sent to bradford(UK) for a modulation! and they added 12 marks to mine, and i PASSED! WOOOOOOOOoooOOOOO! means i still keep my record of not failing a single subject since diploma =) WAHahahAHA. it really means alot to me. =)

i realised i havent updated on our beach outings recently..

well..he's been very busy..so hardly have time to go beach..hmm..with his frens he still does..

probably i wasnt asked to go cos its his dragonboat ppl..

but anyway, here's our previous one =)

awww...i miss the beach..haix..

2007-03-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

i ended work thinking i could spend more then 15mins with him..unlike the past few days..
i hardly heard or spoke to him.

other then working with him in california fitness last time..this can be counted as my first part time job..
i feel so demoralized everytime he says he cant make it..to even visit once..
tomorrow is my last day at work le.

he passed his tp..
he ever told me..tat when he passed..he would like me to be the first one he'd drive..
but when he did..the only thing running thru his mind is driving his dad's car..wadeva he said before is all history.

why do these kind of things bother me so much? why does it hurt so much?
can someone tell me..

i want to quote this whole para from one of my fren's blog. i feel the exact same way.

'sometimes, i wake up and am amazed at how deeply i've fallen for someone that regardless of the situation, i'll always have his back and have excuses for him. its not necessarily a good thing but its the stability that i treasure the most. we're probably the most eccentric and complicated couple that most people know. theres constant drama, we yell at each other all the time and we spend so much time bickering and complaining about one another. BUT, at the end of the day, we still stick together because its in each other that we find comfort and solace. maybe its the insecurity of being left alone, of breaking a bridge that has been build over the years months or days, no matter how flimsy it seems. a bridge is still a bridge. so i'm taking this time to glorify my a-okay life and relationship. to recognize that once again, despite all the bullshit that had happened, i have the person i love in my life, things are generally going as planned and therefore, i am okay.'

i realise tt i'm already my boyfriend's marketing manager and promoter..cos i'm always talking abt him..
it comes natural..

and. many ppl have told me tt i seem to have short term memory..i keep repeating wadeva i've said before..
well...maybe i have..i dunno.

i learn many things while working these few days..
as i'm doing promotion..i've got to go out..smile smile..explain my company's things and stuffs..
there are people who are freaking rude. act like tai tai or some king. kns. ppl give them flyer or wad, they jus look at u and walk away.
u know the worst one i met, did this.
ME: Hi =) hotel management?
THE FREAK(male): Don't talk to me. Go away.
and i still had to smile. fucker.
we're not freaking beggers u know? the 6 of us went thru some bloody interview and got chosen out of 40 ppl. we stand for 9hrs straight everyday explaining and promoting.
at most jus say dun wan la! go away. go away. u go to hell la go away.

tats not the worse yet.
its really infuriating to know tt our boss cheats us.
on the very first day, we worked an extra half an hour..but he say..he wont pay us the money for the extra half hour. all of us closed one eye..
after tt..becos of $100 commission for each customer who signs up, he starts to steal potential customers tt we 6 find. can u imgaine. i confirm had one alreadi lor. he wanted to pursue his masters degree and was willing to sign up with the school alreadi. but my frekaing boss took this customer's particulars and claimed it to be his own. WTF rite?

our boss is also commission based. cos he is hired by ORION hotel school to hire US.so in other words, he's pay is earned by stealing our customers so we wont get commission.

urgh. hate this scheme. IRRITATING. and bloody hell. everyday gotta wear a cap -.- its supposed to keep my hair up..but instead its blocking my view majority of the time. haix..

ok. gotta sleep..tmr gotta stand another 9hrs..haix..

2007-03-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

ahh..its passed 12 alreadi!

i MUST blog this before i sleep tonight.

CONGRATUALATIONS to my DARLING! for PASSING TP TODAY!!! (1-march-07)

yay! cant wait to be driven =D (evil laughter)
tot of going dwn to bbdc to support and cheer for him LOL. but guess wad.
I HAD TO WORK!

yes. diana liu has found a job. LOL. part time nia!
currently working at the career fair..gotta stand for like 8hrs straight........dam...............so tired lor. nv felt like tt since BAND. urgh...but. good money leh....HAHA!

ok. i'm dead beat. shall update another day =D

2007-02-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

firstly, Happy new year everyone! =)

gotta go sleep alreadi..haha..
i miss baby..

2007-02-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

ppl i'm so sorry, i'll link u guys up soon ok? =) sry for waiting...keke..

went to the beach on sunday! yay! =)
didnt do much..jus some sun bathing and oggling at hunks only ma. HAHa. LOL..dear and his friends played volley ball with other ppl there..while i stayed under a coconut tree..watch them play..and enjoy the breeze....eat ice cream..wahhaha.
had to leave early though..sadded..haix..

but met up with him ytd! =) haha..

anyway...was browsing thru friendster..(nothing to do ma) and i saw something quite meaningful =)
* GUYS please read.

Guys drinks to forget about the girl, Girls drinks to think back about that guy.
When guys are in love, they become poorer but when girls are in love, they become prettier.
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive, Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.
Guys care most about the quantity of love, But girls care most about the quality of love.
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl, Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man.
Guys feels curious towards all girls. Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls.When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys.
Guys wishes to be her first love, And girls wishes to be his last love.

true? haha..u know i know we all know la hor =)
chinese new year coming le...so is VALENTINES! omg. cant wait!! =) hehe...

2007-02-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

OMG. finally got the blog working! =)
dear's com has been down lately so he cant update!!
Anyways..haven't been blogging for some time now!! omg..so fast one month over le..

dam. this year so mani ppl turn 21 yrs old..haven even chinese new year, i already owe ppl money and still need to owe..really ALOT of birthdays lor..................sadded. i need work!!!
haix..dear dear has been sooo busy..but i'm really happy that he can find time for me =) not like last time -.- haha..
recently started working at num - new urban male and soon going to teach in yuhua..
so proud of him!! =) hee..
surprised him at work ytd (although he didnt looked surprised) lol. walked ard the shop with wx..did abit of window shopping..then gotta go le..wx's mom called. wah scary man..hahas..so firece..

looking over at my side..dam..nothing has changed. hahaha..jus putting on weight and slacking..once in awhile will engage myself in sports and then thats it..life is still as boring..haha..

everyone is talking abt age..
how fast everything has passed us by..and how much all of us has changed..
even i feel that way! lol..but..
everyone has gotta age..we cant stop time..we cant turn back time..
we jus gotta make good use of it =)

kinda disheartening tt the year starts out so horrifying......haix..
sway is the word.
can u imagine..go sentosa play play..get bitten by some insect..ended up with high fever and a swollen foot? LOL.
many things have happened since our last entries..hee..jus no time to update ba..

i got my results for my degree first term..stupid..failed the subject i studied so much for..and got a B for the one i hated the most. ACCOUNTS. omg lor. B for ACCOUNTS leh!!! i tot i'd fail lor........so confident tt i would..hahas..

but anyway i'd start studying harder!!! YES! lol
and hopefully can go beach soon!!!! =D
love u dear!

2007-01-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

diana here =)
went for yuhua alumni concert ytd..thus missing marina steamboat with dabiantuan and gang..haha..sorry guys..
finally could spend some time with dear dear..although he spent nearly a hundred bucks on us..sooooo sorry......i'll treat u back one of these days ok? =)

dunno why..missed baby so much today..probably cos of a dream i had..
it left me devasted. well..its only a dream yea..but u know..sometimes dreams feel very real. dear dear should understand..yea baby?

anyways..wanted to meeting up with him..but i kept getting scolded by the "queen" of the house. couldnt go out. haix..
i know this sounds bad..but..usually when tt happens..i'll get angry. i'll get very demoralized. and yet..the only person there for me gets all my rampage of anger. i feel guilty..but. he's the only one who listens to me..maybe next time it'll be better to keep everything inside..
its not like i've nv tried talking to her..its not like i've nv tried reasoning. to her. all i am is the black sheep of the family.

Lynn.Wendy. i really miss u guys too..
i really miss the times when we'd jus slack at my place and cook food which looks utterly distorted but we'd jus eat them anyhow. i miss the times we'd go shopping together..i miss the times we had gossiping and studying together. i miss the times we'd go swimming together. go band together. go home together.go makan together..and yes lynn. i miss us 'berhenti-ing' infront of confucious.haha..

how i miss everything i had..and now lost..
this year hasnt been good for me..have been losing my temper very often..esp on baby..
i made resolutions..and i once told darling i nv want to have them. unknowingly..i broke his heart..

baby..nowadays u havent had much time for me..and when u do..i'd always be angry..i guess..i really ought to give u some space..
i love u dear..

i'll be back. and i'm back!

2007-01-14T16:59:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo!!! guess who's back? back again? kent is back! tell a friend!
WAHAHA!finally! hm... its been so loooooooooooooong time since i blog... haiz. mm mm!
oh well, has been really busy the past few weeks, having trainings almost everyday.. but this week, im sick. so sad right. guess ate wrong things then kena food poisoning. stupid school food. sucky.
ah then yesterday went to yuhua's concert! if i'm not wrong, its Sparks Wind something. yup! the concert was kind of nice, there's some songs which will get you out of ya seats, but i can't jump, someone beside me is clinging on to me like as if we were watching a horror movie. duh. haha!! but the rest is jus like so normal? haha... "like i can play very good like tt.". ^^V
after the concert... want to go marina square to eat one, but what the fluke, all the shops are closing already, and when i raise my delicate wristto my eyes, the innocent watch of mine told me its already 10o'clock. haiz.... so.... we went to other place to eat!!! hehe!!! good good.. butter prawn is still so nice.. but the rest like crap! waste my money! PUI!
then... took taxi home loh... cause dear gonna be home by 12... like cinderella leh... but she change to a beautiful princess as she is when she's in the taxi. haha!!!

2007-01-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!!!

Today is darling's birthday! hee..
ok. kind sadded cos i didnt manage to plan a proper celebration for him..last min everything backfired at me. haix..my first tot was 'the first place we kissed' but i guess he didnt like the idea of going there early in the morning..and there are no more turtles! =( backupplan was to go to the club..BUT aunty visit -.- cannot swim. haix..THEN last min go find got wad movies to watch..but. the timing all cannot le..so..ended up going bugis jus for lunch..
i actually planned for lunch too =( wanted to bring him to a restaurant tt me and my classmates went before..budden..they count by package..and the timing didnt suit..then tot of going jurong hill eat..but last min i call they say only for dinner..kns. haix..........

tried to cheer him up the whole morn..but in the end i felt so sad myself..haha..felt like crying..

but anyway, took pictures =) again. LOL. special day ma!
tot it'll be fun -.- in the end dunno how to use the machine..everything turned out funnie looking..hahaha.. hee =) after tt dear dear had to go for db le..kinda saded..haha..on the mrt he was telling me tt 60% of females leave their boyfriends when they go into the army..leaving only 40%.
he made my day when he said he trusts that i wouldnt leave him. and honestly, i wont. 4 yrs..going 5 soon..i can proudly say i've never been unfaithful to him. =) i love him with all my heart..

btw, i bought a bag for darling's birthday this year =) really glad that he likes it ALOT! haha..didnt wanna get it wet even though its water proof..haha..so cute..

bought it ytd at far east =) although stomach abit cramp, TAHAN! no pain no gain =D hehe..but really felt better going out awhile..haha..esp when i can see my dear ah =)

aftr todae i'm going to list my resolutions..abit late but i'll still do it =) will make this year an eventful year for dear..i know i'll miss him tons when he goes to the army, so i'll do the best i can..sorry for today though! didnt mean it to be so bad..haha..

love u baby!

2006-12-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for awhile now..have been asking dear to update..but..to no avail..
xmas is over..the year is almost over..haix..
have been thinking over the pass few days..'wad have i done this year?' well..i learnt the meaning behind 'people change'..haha..i've lost weight? changed hairstyle..specs..bleh..studies..i've finish my adv dip..currently doing degree..

gonna fly to uk in 2009..(not confirmed yet)..lol..depending on finances..anyway gonna enter the working world in 2 yrs time..haix..

currently having sunburn..dunno HOW THE HELL i got it. -.- the sun was not even out majority of the time! went to the beach with darling ytd..he asked me to go along..it was a class outing? LOL. first lesson skipped this term. keke..well..in the end only afew of his classmates turned up..but at least i got to spend the day with him..and of cos. GET SOME SUN!! WOO!! its been constantly raining. -.- was dam surprised to see the sun on friday..haha..

anyway, my purpose of this entry is to update this years christmas happenings =)

two days before xmas, celebrated the event with dear..
he planned to bring me to some restaurant at millenia walk..but somehow misplaced the voucher..and so we went to the usual place..jacks place =)
well..i dun really need any fancy restaurant or wad soever..jus happy to be able to spend the time with him..

we took photos =)
he was so sweet the whole day..haha..thanks dear =) u made it really memorable..muack..

haha..compared to last year's xmas..both of us have changed so much..esp darling.. wanna compare?
hahas.. tts pics from 04 and 05..lol..

this year has really been one hell ride of a roller coaster..me. diana liu. actually fell into depression for like..abt..a month? two months? lol..
i drank..cried my guts out..and cos of tt..i kinda lost alot of confidence in myself..

cant blame anyone but myself though =) and i'm glad its all over..

its been a very bad year for alot of ppl i know..and good for some =) getting married and having children le..hahas..
how time flies..it seems like only yesterday..me lynn and wendy gather before sch starts at the canteen every morn..eat breakfast..same old store..all those fried stuff..lol..break time we'd always book two tables for the same old canteen gang..singing birthday songs and creating havoc..lol..after tt we'd head for band..sectionals..combines..

with dear..lol..
since primary sch..rmb him as some soccer player..the goalkeeper..knew he was from 6a..SAME SCHBUS! (didnt know till sec4)lol secondary sch..always bullying me..calling me fat..lol..(that, up till now hasnt change) haha..ironic,but then, i gave him advice with a gurl he liked..and he gave me advice on a guy i liked..LOl. kinda funnie now ya think of it..haha..

omg..wait till i upload sec one photos..HAHA! my face was like some 'pao'?
LOL.

lol why the hell am i looking back so far..haha.. =) its gonna be a new year! new changes! new challenges!

2006-12-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

omg..havent been blogging for weeks! keke..
anyway, two days ago my mom booked a table at soul garden..celebrate my elder sis's good results =)
even though they were bias..cos i got As for my first exam toooooo..(and no celebration for me) i went for the celebration and fell sick. haha! AND. since sec one or two, we finally took a family neo print. hahaah..cool huh? my dad didnt want to take the photos though -.- act cool seh.
ok enough about tt..hahah..school jus started this week..have been rather tired lately..have been constantly hitting the gym for the pass 3 days..LOL! days. haha..the weather isnt good lately..so cant tan or swim..haix...
todae's is exceptional LOl. but too bad..already had plans in the morn =)
today, dear brought me and my younger sis to jurong west gym! freak man. the place is huge..haha...
first time they ever met..so cute..haha! worked out with my sis while dear and calvin did their weight thingys..

AND there's one thing i really cant stand. Girls havin make up on while hitting the gym. OMG man. People go there work out to keep fit lose weight. they go there to hook guys. zzzzzzz...i see no point.
but who am i to judge rite? haha..oh well?

hmmmmmmmm.....christmas is less then a week away....................celebrating with dear dear on saturday!!!! CANT WAIT!!!!!!! =D!!!!! then party on sundae and kboxing on christmas! =)
spent a BOMB on xmas presents and exchange of gifts..i'm broke =( LOL.

2006-12-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Todae is po po's birthday! had dinner at 'the penang place'..food..average ba..
didnt take any pictures there..kinda sadded..cos i havent been able to attend her birthday parties for a few years le..every year they take nice group photos..then this year nv..haix..

anyway! before tt me and my sisters took a break from all the 'kitchen work' and took photos!! LOL.
the kitchen in my hse is under renovation~ helped to put back the stuff todae..spent the whole afternoon..haix..
but wadeva. tt's over! haha! so.....

LOL. cam whores =D
we were jus playing around with sunglasses cos jie bought a new one~ HahaAHa.

2006-12-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

i'm so freaking tired. jus pissed everyone off.
dunno wads wrong with me.

worked todae at some shipping company..did stock check at the warehouse..had my white tee turn black..white gloves black and covered with dust. great experience though..went to the yard..and saw how they made ships..navy ships etc. i wouldnt sae its fun. but a good experience no doubt.

recently..dunno why..have been feeling lonely..haha..kinda lame huh. dear is so busy..and no one pei wo go out and stuff..and majority of the time i cant come out anyway. the holidaes dun seem like holidays..tot tt i would enjoy this term's holidaes..yet everything planned..didnt turn out the way i tot it would..haix..tot i can spend more time with dear..yet i'm spending so little time with him..

this sundae..he sae wanna go beach..i doubt can go le..he's sick..haix..wad kind of fate is this man.
life sucks.

Accomplishments!

2006-12-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!! Kent is back and yet another great post ahead yea! hm!!!
and yeap.. why i hasn't been posting is because i've been really busy the past few weeks... yea.. dear know one la... right?! *wink* haha...
and oh ya...a great sense of achievement.. me.. cause i completed the whole marathon!!! 42.195km! woo hoo! take that! which means i can run from tuas to punggol. no problem. but give me 5 hours ok? wahaha!!! and... what matter most is my finisher shirt and the medal!!! and without further ado.. i'm going to show u guys some pictures!!! hehe! take that!

all right!!! how is it!!! cool huh!!! thats me!! yea yea! thats me!! woo!!! keke!!!
ok... the aftermath of the run is... : Serious, big surface area of my groin suffered from abrasions. knees got snapped and my Quadriceps is like.. pain like hell? wahaha!! but luckily is all over.. phew!! haha... oh yea dear.
i love u! hehe!

2006-12-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

Todae the sun mus have rised from the west, because darling updated the blog!!! =x haha!

Havent been updating lately..kinda busy and tired..hee..
have been wanting to upload some photos but i lazy la..haha! todae got time, so...yup!

on the 2nd of dec.
well, went to meet dear dear at marina square cos he jus had some convention at suntec..was feeling kinda happy =) cos dear really looked very cute tt day..hee..

BUT. wad a turn off. he told me one of his friends said i look like an 'aunty'. wth? dam hurting la..
then he brought me around to shop for bottoms. haix. double hurt. didnt say much afterwards..all the clothes i tried.i reject. i've got big thighs ok..haix..its not like i've nv tried to lose weight rite..
haix..wadeva la.

anyway after tt we had dinner and he insisted on going home..
understandable cos the next day got marathon to run..he needs all the energy he can get..
on the way back, guess wad we got each other for xmas!? (i know its early,but wth rite? haha)

TADA!!!! =D totally love it!
dear dear's de is all white =) prettie prettie! hahaha..

3rd dec:

TODAE! DARLING RAN 42KM!! woooooOOo!! i'mSOOOOO proud of him!!! =) Muack!
Preparations for the run:

LOL! so cute eh? =)
Anyways, i woke up very early to wish darling all the best! at abt 4am i think..haha..set alarm so i'd wake up..
to think he actually didnt wanna go for it cos of me..=) i love u baby..

Welllll....was suppose to go swimming with lynn in the sea tt day! BUT something cropped up and well, i couldnt swim la. was dam disappointed..but wth..still went! hahaha..it was WONDERFUL.
went to the sea with lynn, her god parents and family, and her younger sis =)
oMG. they got their own BOAT. so cool lor! aftr tt really felt like asking my dad to get one! LOL! but i dun think he's got the patience la..hahaha..

Anyway, i'll let the pictures do the talking =)

tts the island we stopped at..its called 'Pulau Hantu Kechil' aka small ghost island? LOL. scary name huh? haha

we had Nasi lemak in the open (on e boat) so cooool LOR! loved it man. jus look at my hair! the wind was strong man! HEE. too bad darling wasnt there with me..i know he'll have enjoyed it too =)

we took a taxi to yuhua's POP(passing out parade) cos we were late..haha..dear wanted to go very badly but really couldnt..dun blame him =) he's leg was hurting very bad..like DUH. -.- try running 42km! LOL.

sadded.my section didnt maintain their best section..but i'm proud of peiwei for all his accomplishments. i'm proud of my juniors =) missed those times too..we had so much FUN! i know u guys hated my scoldings and naggings..but tt comes as a package! Diana's package! LOL. ok tis is getting lame. HAHA. anyway 'someone' still cant pump! WAHahaHAHA! ever since tt day i punished a few of them in the classroom..omg. he's become a legend. LOL.cute.

haix..tot of going back to help..but with my schedule..i doubt i can find time..and..the batch which i taught up until..are now SLs le..so fast..haix..can still rmb when i just started teaching them..music and marching..

haix..now i realise how old i am..dam..but anyway i dun look my age =) so tts a plus sign yea? HAHA.

i love u dear!

2006-12-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

ok! finally have the mood to blog! wahhaha!
dear dear bluff me de..-.- everytime say will blog in the end never..haix..

Anyway! since u guys say the song not nice -.- FINE! -.-
LOL. shall change it to his and my all time favourite song! haha! acutally come to think of it..we've got too many 'our songs' le..LOL!

hmmmm....exams finally over!! =D so have been going out alot lately~ i'm VERY FREE these few days!! parents went malaysia for the holis. so i've got the whole house to MYSELF! and of cos my sisters. -.- lol

well, lets tok abt ytd first =) hahas..
went to bugis with dear to bai bai at 'si bei loh' dunno spell correctly or not..haha..
havent been sleeping very well lately..waking up in the middle of the night many times..having terrible nightmares..(dun ask wad they are. i told dear and he started laughing -.- so i'll jus keep it to myself) having blue blacks on my legs..HAIX......not enough sleeeeep ah....
and recently my younger sis who sleeps beside me has been having nightmares too..so..yea..
didnt pray for myself..prayed for my sisters..hopefully they sleep well and dun experience stuff like i am going thru..yea..lol..

ANYWAY! right after tt we went to bugis junction. zzzzz..we were taking the escalator up to the second floor when all of a sudden it jus stopped moving! my crocs kena stuck lor! WA luckily i've got a habit of not pushing my feet all the way to the top man! if not, BYE BYE TOES! dam..but i got scratched abit..hurt for awhile then nothing le..luckily dear was there..help me pull my shoe out. haix..the saddest thing is..i jus washed my crocs the day before..scrubbed it like mad..now its black again..AND!!! look at wad it did to my shoe!!!!!!!
zzz..horrible.but really xie tian xie di nv cut my toes..if not i'd be the 3rd person in singapore to have my toes severed on an escalator and with crocs. -.- LOL. eh eh. dun get it wrong i'm not saying tt i'm a kid ok? haha!
did abit of window shopping..then went jp with dear to hunt for his nephew's xmas present =) and i went to get deserts and newpapers for my mom!

-UPDATED-
ok, so next i'll update for the 29th-nov.
LOL.
went to my younger sis's concert at vch..she plays the saxophone by the way =) surprisingly, she played a solo at sec1? -.^ LOL. mus be in the blood..hahaha!
i really think my sisters and i resemble our parents in a way or another. hmm..my mom used to be some commander of NCC of her sch in her days. guess now i know why i'm so short tempered =x HAHA! dad used to play the guitar and piano o.O haha! yea believe it or not, he plays good basketball too! rite lynn!? LOL.

i stopped here the last time so now i'm here to continue! LOL. anyway, my younger sis's concert was kinda alright..other then those pesky ppl sitting behind us. DONNA LIU got us BACK SEATS!
haix..but anyway spent time with the family yea =)

2006-11-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

5++pm
i miss my baby so much..haix..only two days diana. haix..maybe i really am possessive eh..haix..i wan his hugs and kisses..

last paper tmr...marketing.well..tot i would be able to cope well cos i've always been good with marketing..haha..action seh.
anyway..jus started studying todae..didnt know got so much to study..haix..

still feeling rather down todae..have been..for the past few days..fridae..wanted to spend more time with dear..in the end my mom kept pushing me to go home. everytime like tt. its not like i wont go home ma..

ytd, haix. dun tok abt it le..put the past behind. but hopefully it wont repeat itself..
my index feels as though its broken. or burnt. no scar no nothing,yet it hurts like mad..its swollen though. hmm..dun remember whacking it on anything..

today..all alone at home..had piano in the morning..kept waking up in the middle of the night..have no idea why..guess i think too much ba..

well, the only good news i received todae was,
after 6 years, i'm finally meeting up with my primary school mates =D
date and time not confirmed yet, but i'm really really looking forward to it ! and i hope dear can come along with me too =) it'll be nice to have him around, at least then i'll know i'll be comfortable..hee..

anyway, i'm thinking of continuing my tennis lessons =) havent been excercising since the exams started..figure going out of shape le~ LOL.
now baby should be at esplanade le..
he's helping out with the womans day out thingy..
i actually wanted to join, but no one pei wo..and my exams is tmr..so i decided not to..haha..i got invited by ssc anyway..hahas..dunno why too..

i've been dragging ang dragging my workout plans for ages, but i'm determined to pump up! most likely going to start next week and already am planning to join real run with dear next year =)
*so, hopefully i can get my shoes soon (looking forward to xmas) lol..

esp looking forward to xmas cos dear dear is going to bring me out!! =D
but for now, next weekend =) cos my parents will be overseas! woo!

8:40pm
haix..i'm so stressed up, pimples have suddenly popped on my face =( i hardly have pimples..but once they come, they come in a pack -.- hahas..

anyway, saw a phrase from a friend's msn nick..liked it =) 'Life is a drawing without erasers'
hahas..how true..
nvm la~ Use liquid paper =) lol..

haix...dear dear's phone is off..tot of meeting him up for dinner..cos tmr i might not be free..tues he got db..haix haix..miss him =( guess phone no batt..or maybe i'm too annoying..haha..

*SLAP* ok i gotta stop thinking of him and drag myself back to study -sobs.

25.11.o6

2006-11-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

the song 'bad day' really applies to me todae.

woke up esp early for piano, but at the very last minute the teacher said he's not free. so shift till tmr. fine. after tt went bowling with my family and relatives..so mani cousins play wad sia..gotta wait like so long before its my turn.
then. go cousin's bbq party at pasir ris. tot might see dear. in the end he called and say he was at beach rd. whole day since morning nv reply any of my sms or even texted me once. no call no nothing. until it was close to 8 at night.
looks like whole day out with frens this gf is nothing le. after the call also nv reply until 10. say he's been trying to reach me for hours. ok fine. but before tt? since 9 in the morning i've msged him 3-4 times all nv reply. cos his phone deep in his bag.
Everytime like tt. EVERYTIME. u go out with ur frens, i'm totally erased from ur world until ur're on ur way home.
haix..

forget it la..i'm tired. had a long day..

2006-11-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

Currently in dears room..haix...he's outside watching tv..
everytime like tt de..leave me alone..soo..here i am trying to entertain myself.

went to collect dear's standard chartered marathon goodie bag todae..not as many ppl as i expected though =)
oh well..he bought a sunglasses todae! aussy brand? find that it suits him rather well =) hao cool! haha!
anyway..haix..really tired..dun really have the mood to write..update later =)

2006-11-22T11:00:00.000+08:00

haven't been acting like myself recently..
especially to dear..i'm so sorry..

its like..i keep smsing him..and the moment he doesnt reply..i'll get pissed off..but sometimes its really irritating if u want a reply and u wait hours and hours..yet no reply..
haix..i miss baby so much..

dun think he'll be updating in awhile..he seems to be rather busy these few days..well..
ytd managed to talk to him awhile..from his voice..can tell he's very tired..
can't blame him ba..whole day in school..then still got dragon boat training and all..still got to train up for his marathon run..
HAIX..then me leh? LOL. i went shopping. -.-

bleah..i should be studying..but no mood leh..ytd go back school..suppose to study..in the end? lol..i ended up reading melissa's CLEO mag. LOL. eh intersting though..hmm..dunno whens the last time i read tt mag..

anyway..having a HUGE craving for zhen zu nai cha. =D
it got so bad tt i esp went to clementi to buy one..lol..convinent ma..then can take 154 directly home..hahas..but anyway..when i walked pass the bus stop. DAM. 154. had to make the decision, to satisfy my craving, or miss the bus and wait an hour later. LOL. i ran for the bus. =x

the bus ride was horrible. -.- dam. the uncle like dunno how to drive like tt. drive stop drive stop. and i dun mean stopping at the bus stops. shhhesssh..then there was this couple beside me..
hugging and being so mushy..

haix.........................i miss dear dear......................

i love him so much..

2006-11-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

diana here again..
2nd entry for todae.

about the cnn thingy..i'm not going alreadi. my mom didnt want to give me my uncle's number. the first sentance she came out of her mouth was 'why didnt he ask ur sister instead of u?'
wad kind of mother is she? everytime so biased. sheesh. fine then. she dun wanna give me this kind of exposure nvm. wad about driving!?

i always tot it was both my parents idea not letting me continue my driving. btw i passed my btt long ago. the reason my mom gave was 'cant u let ur sister finish first before you start' it got me thinking and thinking. why mus she finish first. cant be because of the fees lor. u guys are searching for new houses. not hdb leh. landed properties leh. wanna buy new car. most recently, thinking of getting some mercedez c class. like tt call no money?

the funnie thing is. my dad asked me a question this morning. 'how come ur're not learning driving already ah?' i was in awe la.
so. this shows who is behind it all. my mom.

can u imagine. an 18 year old who has never worked in her life? reason being: my mummy dun let.
ya tts me.

ya childish. waeva k. the only job i ever got was behind her bloody back. at california fitness. urgh. anyway the main point is..why dont she let me work? the reason she gave me time and time again is, why do u want to work so much? how much can you get anyway? just because ur frens are working doesnt mean you got to work. cant u jus stay at home and read?

i did that for many holidays alreadi ok. since secondary 4. since the first 3 mths course. she NEVER let me work. now. my younger sister is sec 1. guess wad!? she has alreadi started working! part time of course. holiday job. when i asked my mom why she said 'its for experience wad. not like u, everyday stay at home laying around doing nothing.'

do u feel as pissed as me.
i really cannot believe how many times i've keep quiet alreadi. i've always tried to endure and endure. this time i really cant help but break down.

is it so hard to jus feel abit of love from ur family.huh?

my mom is always complaining i'm nothing but a bad egg. rotten from head to toe. calls me wad? prostitute.
DO I BLOODY HELL LOOK LIKE ONE!? TELL ME. DO I!?
everytime i buy new clothes. she say 'why u buy clothes again. another funny looking clothes is it'
dam her man. i really cannot stand it.

tts why i never dress up. unless its an occasion. i never touch make up. if i wear tubes or spaghetti i'll always bring a jacket. i wear shorts and skirts because she comdamns my only pair of jeans.
my sister? wears make up. goes clubbing. wears mini skirts. low cut tops. definitely buys clothes every week.
and she calls me a prostitute?
i've never been to a club. i've never gotten drunk. i've never smoked. and guess wad! i'm LEGAL.

i really dont need all of this right now. not when i've still got exams.

Finally Beach-ing!

2006-11-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Exactly 31 minutes ago was our anniversary =)!
well..if didnt count the break..it would be..4 yrs and 7 months =)

dear jus logged out of msn..really tired i guess..haix..
nv sae anything then jus log out. haix..anyway..had a fun time at the beach with him todae =)

tot it was going to rain realli heavily..but surprisingly it didnt..
oh well..took quite a number of photos..dam..the wind was so strong. so majority of my photos, i have my hair standing like marge simpson (the mom in 'the simpsons') LOL. anyway as usual..darling's gorgeous body attracted alot of attention..haha! 'banglah sa shou' LOL. anyway i'm kinda drained out as well..was waiting for baby to finish his project..pei him ma.. =)

well, after beach-ing, we went orchard walk walk!LOL. i'm in fbt lor. look so funnie..but who cares!!! darling say ok then ok le la =x HahaAHaa.
Anyway, baby was so sweet...he bought for me a shorts i've been eyeing on for AGES. from warehouse. LOL. i couldnt bring myself to buy it cos its expensive..and i'm still desperately trying to SAVE UP $$$!!! LOL. will show u the pic tmr =) very tired..haha..Thank you darling!!!! =D i lovee it.alot.alot.alot. guess it looks nice tts why u bought it for me =x LOL.

anyway my uncle wants me to go for this cnn interview thingy..not really confirmed..but if i'm chosen, i'l appear on cnn and will be interviewed by celebraties..

dunno why of all ppl get me to do it -.-

anyway, pictures!

aww..i'm having problems uploading the rest..dunno why. hmm..will try again in the afternoon! =) time to dream of my laogong le!! =D!!! missing him already..heee..love u dear dear~!!

Ah...? -_-!

2006-11-18T02:45:00.000+08:00

kent posting ~.~
hello i'm back~! hmz... today managed to meet dear for awhile, i guess a few hours is sufficient? i don think so though.. the more i see her, the deeper my heart sink. haiz... she's very happy today!! keke!!! i'm jus so happy for her that she can manage her exam today!!! thats just so great! in life you just got to do things without regrets!! guess she read the taxi's study without any regrets! wahaha!!
anyways... had quite a busy week today.. have been working out in gym and doing my school's project... though the projects quite all right... but sure i am lazy! keke... better than secondary school's homework though. hengs! haha!!! guess whose my gym partner now? its... its....
KOON GUAN! wahaha!!! a.k.a calvin. wah kao... cannot believe right? keke.. anyway people do change their views sometimes... but he? keke.. i guess its someone who said something to him right? right koon guan? wahahaa!! anyway train hard! eat hard! Kan buay si ok? wahaha! yea gym was nice, but after my second gym training this week, i injured my left shoulder which left me in real serious pain. sucks. haiz... hopefully can recover before i go back to dragon boat next week... really miss those guys now... wahaha!!!
i really hope that the team will really stick and bond together now... and not just coming dragon boat for the sake of coming. if thats the case, i can tell u guys to stop coming. stop wasting my time. and everyone else's time. you catch my balls brothers?
List of Pointers to take note when you are in a team.:
1st. commit yourself to the team.
2nd. disipline yourself before you disipline the team.
3rd. do things with passion instead of whinning.
4th. respect is to be gained. give respect before u can gain it.
5th. honour your words.
6th. motivate the team. not pouring water.
7th. Kan
8th. Buay
9th. Si
10th. LAI AH!
if anyone have any more pointers maybe u can jus tell me? =)
oh baby.. i love u darling... =) muack!! hopefully can go with u to the beach this sunday... =D

Happy Happy~~~

2006-11-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL. Firstly, i wanna congratulate lynn on passing her Final Thoery Test! =)
haix..everyone is taking driving =( i pass my thoery le also no use...haix..cannot continue..mom dun let. actually i'm wondering..wads the difference if me and my sis take driving together? the cost stil the same ma..her driving also not she pay herself..u guys pay de..so..why mus it be that i must work before i can take driving.
bias. haix. dun tok abt her le. contaminating the atmosphere. LOL

anyway!!!! todae's paper i'm confident that i'll passs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooo~~~ happy until i was all smiles when i saw the paper!!! LOL my fren was also smiling at me when he saw it~ LOL

wadeva i studied the past few days, didnt come out at all. my exam started at 3pm today and i spent the whole morning reading thru the reference book. the only thing i studied and came out, was on vertical integration. =)

anyway, one of my classmates SAVED MYLIFE! LOL. he came to sch at abt 215-230 and i decided to read one of his notes on TAXIs. found it interesting, so i read on.. its talking all about singapore taxis la =) ANYWAY, i was dam nervous cos i didnt really study anything..but when i saw the question paper i felt sooooooooooooo happpy!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D!!!!!!!!!
the taxi question came out! and its a 100 mark question man!!!! omg. the paper is upon 200 =D

so happie lor!!!! finally a paper which i can do =X LOL.

anyway, i met up with dear todae =) yay!!! long time nv see him le..managed to hug him awhile..haha..he's so cute =x LOL. but couldnt really spend alot of time with him, cos he suddenly gotta rush back jurong for badminton -.-
sadded. haix..its like..every week see him once only..can die eh...
wonder next time army how..haix..

he's so sweet =) bought for me an adidas tee..haha..looks very nice =) like it alot! hahaha..thanks baby!!! muack! =D

darling got spotted by sentosa ppl again..for the beach babe and hunk thingy..they keep asking him..but he doesnt wanna =) yay! haha..he's mine =x sentosa cannot have him! LOL.
finally am feeling better le!!! thanks guys for all the get well soons =D!
fever no more le! only left flu~ the best thing is. I GOT MY VOICE BACK!!!!!!! =D!!!!!!!!!
LALALALalaLalaALALA~~~~

LOL. most probably going beach this sunday with baby =) hahaha. feel like shooting me rite? jus got well wanna go beach le. WAHAHHAhaAhAHA! tats life ppl. =) live it.

bad week?

2006-11-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

kent blogging~
i guess today its a really bad week for dear. yupp.. its really saddening cause she's taking her Degree exams this week.. then she's right now having a really bad sickness. damn it. why like that? haiz... dear you must take care of yourself.. i'm sorry that i couldn't pei ni go home today... haiz... my bad dear... love you..

sick....

2006-11-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

very sick.
had a jab..on mc..lots of medication..
now..at least fever has gone down..
regretted going to the gym.but promise lynn i'd go le =)

anyway..i still went for my fm paper todae..despite have fever at 38.1 degrees..lol..confirm am going to flunk it really bad.
but anyway even the top student in my class had difficulty doing it.wad more can i sae? =) well..wad was scary was that some of my indonesian classamtes came out crying after the paper..they were aiming for As..and well. they couldnt even do the questions..HAIX..

i hate being sick..
really miss baby alot..wan him bao bao..

todae..after the paper..i felt dam giddy..tot of asking dear to pei wo go home..but when i asked him where he was..he said he was at the gym..then nv reply le. so..went home myself ba..
reached home..slept awhile..fever gone down abit..

when i was having the exam..i kept on sneezing..LOl..then right after the examiner asked us to put down our pens, my classmates sitting behind me were like ' diana are u ok? u need tissue anot?' then i was like..'was i disturbing u guys? i sneeze very loud ah?' haha...guess i was eh. HAIx..they say i look very letargic todae..is tt how u spell it? LOL. anyway..

really miss dear alot..haix..

2006-11-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

recently..i've seem to have lost alot of confidence in myself..
i keep thinking..why is it ppl change so much..look so good..and yet..no matter how desperately i try..i jus cant seem to.

have u ever seen a couple walking down the street..and u think to urself 'why the girl so ugly the guy so handsome?' and vice versa. i bet u have.

have u ever been in those ppl's shoes? do u know how it feels to have ppl giving u stares..and yet somehow u know wad they're thinking..
bleah.......

see. i dunno why..i've lost all confidence in myself recently..i cant stand it.
in ppl's eyes..i'm nothing but a naive kid.
blur. dumb.defiant.
nothing but a playful KID. to my parents..to everyone..

i want to grow up..

sick.

2006-11-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

feeling terrible rite now..
wasnt in the morning..but after piano lessons..dam..caught a very bad flu..

dunno why..EVERYTIME i go for piano lessons..i'll catch a cold. -.- think i'm allegic to my teacher =) haha..

currently wearing a super thick jacket..band sweater..bandsmen u should know how warm it makes u rite..exp in the freezing bandroom.
now its freaking hot and humid..exact time 2:52pm..

i'm wearing the jacket..no fan on..no aircon..windows closed..door closed..and i'm not perspiring..instead. i'm still sneezing and my forehead is hot. i think i not only caught the flu..i caught a fever.
didnt know i'm such a good catcher eh? next time invite me for baseball ok? =)

haix....i wanan go to the beach..but tmr first paper le..sian..todae baby going beach with joe they all...i wanna go!!! =( i'm turning white again man..HAIX..sadded.

but anyway..i'm going to work on my body. i swear it. i'll have packs and lean legs! LOL. dear wans to train on his body too. make his arm bigger -.- geez..its so big alreadi..haix..he wans to jia you. i wanna jian you. lol..

starting from todae..sick or not, mus start working out le! =)

2006-11-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from a tiring day..haha..

todae is dear dear's river rigatta race! =) and i went to support him at clarke quay..hahas..stood there for like an hour plus plus..to see him race! lol he told me to look out for the boat with oresmen in white tee and black lifevasts..alamak..got so mani lo...dunno which one was the correct one..so i took pictures of all..LOL
but so sorry baby..cannot see the face de..haix..

soon.....it POURED. dam. got stuck in one of the tents..waited for abt half an hour before asking a lady with an umbrella to 'ferry' me across with her..hahas..
haiyo..but like so funnie like tt..dear dear with his team..then i stand there like so toot toot de..when i was there..well..
kinda felt like i'm a burden more then a suporter..haix..
dear felt bad and told his teammates he'll go off with me first..cos i wait so long le..felt so guilty..at that point i really felt as though i'm such a big burden to him..haix..

after tt we went shopping! everything also dear pay..feel so bad..haix..but good also..if not no money buy christmas presents and his birthday present..HEE...cos after next week..no income le..haix..no sch le ma..

then..todae..
i asked dear a question..

well..i asked..
'has it ever come across ur mind..that i'm not up to ur standards?' and he went like..'where got..i then not up to ur standards..'

well..i keep feeling that well..haix..
ur're so cute and all..mayeb u deserve someone prettier..i know u can find de..easily. girls flock to u all the time..flirt with u..
i know i'm not pretty.

baby u know..i wanted to tell this to u while waiting for the bus..was thinking abt it all along in the taxi..

did u know..ur're the only one who has ever called me beautiful..
and it means alot to me..

since primary sch. i'm like a shadow..no one rmbs me..secondary sch..i was always being made fun off.why? cos i have a big mole on my forehead..

and yet..
u still called me beautiful..

everytime i think about this..i'd cry.
cos i'm so touched..

today u told me..everytime u wanna whack my hand..play play..u stop. and rather sayang..
even plan for our future..

i'm so proud of u baby. so proud of having u as my bf..
i love u so so much darling..
so much..

2006-11-10T10:07:00.000+08:00

I'm kent and i'm proud to be diana's boyfriend! haha!! oh well, currently this is my first entry. so i hope that i can write nice nice... not only the entry though. =X if not somebody will keep pestering me and asking me to post more. -.-!! thanks baby.
oh well... let me just self introduce myself again? cause i think some people still doesn't know me yet~ all right... so here i am... erm... i'm in ITE college east (simei). i'm not ashame to be in there cause its really not "Its The End" see? hmz... and i'm doing Sports Management year 1! yea yea~ sounds cool right? lol.. and my CCA is actually Dragon Boat. sounds cool again! lol!!! i know baby would like to join me for rowing and training.. but sorry eh... MDIS no dragon boat... next time i go there i open 1 specially for you ok? MUAHAHA!! -.-! erm.. and i am offically a gahmen person liao.. got my 11b.. 11b:Green Army Identity Card. yup. i've signed on to Guards in the Army. for how many years? 10!muahaha! COOL RIGHT! lame shit man. diao~~~
ok i think thats all about me.. haha..i'm currently chionging my projects and such.. really damn terrible. cuase i think i too long never go school le.. hmz...
anyway.. tomorrow is my race le.. river Regatta.. though my team might lose out cause some of the guys out there didn't really train as hard.. yeap.. but still.. we must try our best... =) right guys? Kan Buay Si La.
haha... so lucky tt dear dear is going to see me... haha... =D
anyway..
i Love you dear!!! its been so long since i see you liao!!! but do not worry. we have less than 24hrs before i can taste you and feel ur warmth again1!! i love u darling! muack!

2006-11-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

haix..exams are horrible...
everyone is struggling! lol and i thought that i was the only one doing last minute studies~ hahaha
out of 10. abt 9 of us cant really cope with all the subjects..dam.

the way they schedule the test dates are really terrible.. 3 exams in a week and one a week after tt..haix..
i'm going NUTS!!!!

2006-11-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

woah..having a bad headache right now..have no idea why..lol..
intending to spend the whole week at home..exams next week..and as usual i crammed everything into a week to study..
dam. wrong move.

currently am struggling with accounts..have gotten the calculations..but the rest of it is HORRIBLE. urgh. like wad my xiao yi tai said yesterday:

'as the exams draw nearer, the more u lose the mood to study' LOL!
so true la........
haven seen my yi tais and shao ye for almost a month le..miss all their crap =x LOL! i miss studying together!!! haix..

these few days wanna go jogging de..but so sad..it keeps on raining -.- SHEESH. sadded.

anyway..currently maidless for more then a month now..getting really SICK of it.
imagine. MOI mopping,sweeping,ironing,washing clothes,and CLEARING THE DUSTBINS!!!

urgh..hate it! hate it!!!!!! there's so many in the house, and they STINK! i really mean stink! aw. turn off.
and its like from the very moment i wake up i gotta do the chores le. todae is an exception ba..moms sick and all..haix..

the worst thing is everyone in the house makes fun of me -.- have NO IDEA WHY!? mayeb its cos i got that 'dun do housework' look? LOL.
when i was vacuuming the house, my dad(who was watching tv) look a glance and me and started laughing like mad. SHEESH.
my elder sis made me feel like shes some paparazzi. she takes photos of me in my pyjamies while i'm doing chores -.- why? cause she thinks i look super funnie doing them.HAR HAR HAR. laugh all u want ppl. at least i'm doing them ok! =)

haix..missing dear dear alot..havent seen him for 3 days le..not gonna see him till saturday..
THATS WHY! i cant wait till saturday =D can perform cpr on him~ LOL. no la jus kidding! lol this saturday is dear's dragon boat race thingy and well, i wanna go support him! =D see! wad a great girlfriend i am! HEE..
hmmmmm..after that i suppose we'll be going to watch a movie? =)
havent watched a movie since...since...hmm...a few months back? OHH OHH! 'click' was the last movie i caught..LOL..tat's one GREAT movie from the funnie guy! ADAM SANDLER! LOL he's one retarded looking guy, but he is sure dam cute..haha.......

Anyway most probably we'll be catching happy feet! wooo they're so cute dun u think? penguins~~ LOL...

ytd had a chat with our famous MARILYN. lol..tt gurl ah..go malaysian army, come back le nv sae hi~ kns. LOL still the same old maaaaarrrriiiillyyynnn...full of crap =x HAHAahahAHaa. first thing msg me 'eh u two back le ah?'

that seems to be the most common question i'm answering these few days..haha..
so let me answer. YUP! WE'RE BACK! lol..

actually i dont know when we got back..and how..hmm..
quote marilyn ' see! i told u! let nature take its course..u two will get back together de..' ahhaha...

'the most beautiful people, are people who are in love' =)

i love u dear..

a day at home..

2006-11-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

Read a very meaningful email today =)
other then the green tea thingy.......oh! did u know green tea is VERY good for ur body? =) will post the email here if i can find it! LOL

anyway read the following =) VERY VERY true.

Lessons on Life
There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.

The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall.When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.

The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted.
The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.
The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.
The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment.

The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up. If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Moral lessons:
Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later

nice rite..hahaha..

anyway, yesterday went to dear dear's hse for dinner =) took some photos..
ohh! before that..we went bugis! hee..
i finally bought something for myself!!! so prettieeee..was planning to get it with dear dear as couple tee..but the design didnt really suit him ba..but the female one was awesome! so i bought it =D
Dear wanted a singlet, and i spotted one blue and yellow one..tot it was nice cos it resembled the tee he was wearing =)

tried on a few before getting it! wooo..dear hao muscular wor!!!
i took a few shots of him! hee..show ya later!

After tt, we went to the temple at bugis..if i'm not wrong its called 'xi bei loh' (hope i spelled it correctly). we popped in and out of seiyu! LOL! cos the weather is kinda humid..

Dinner time! we went back to dear's hse =) suddenly got a little emo ba..hmm..started thinking alot..wondering that..well..he's become so muscular..so attractive..yet me..i'm still the same old me.
i know i'm not all that pretty..even my mom says my attitude sucks..haix..
jus really paraniod that he'll leave me again..
yea..it was my fault that i'm the one who always break off with him..but i have my reasons..and..not too long later he'll always get attached again..thats why i'm paraniod..
he's always surrounded by pretty and attractive gurls..majority all sporty..jus like him..

i'm not tt sporty..although i play a little of a few sports..tennis..hitting the gym..swimming..badminton..running..

i know he wont flirt with other gurls..i jus dun trust the gurls..lol..but after ytd..i guess..i'd just suck it all in and base our relationship on our love ba =)
he's not the kind tt expresses his feelings alot..but i know he loves me =) rite baby!? haha..suddenly im like so thick skinned..hahaha...

i guess both of us had our fair share of jealousy ba..abt ytd..i guess i shouldnt have looked at ur phone..but honestly i was jus playing..and ya..abit kpo..but u didnt have to blast at me ma..i mean..i was jus asking u who tt person was..couldnt u jus say something like, 'oh shes the gurl i'm training with' rather then ' cant i have my own frens?'
it not like i wont give u any privacy ma..not like i dun trust u ma..i also nv say u cant do sports with gurls..i do sports with guys also ma..haix..

hao ba! enough of all these le..bottom line is..i trust my baby..muack..

but sometimes..i wanna feel appreciated..like wad ppl say..its the small things that matter..haix..

ohh ohh! the pictures yea? =) dear likes them too! so i'll post here!

love u baby..

2006-11-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

Darling..i love you..
you did your best le..dun fret alrite? =) no point being angry baby..it cant change wad already happened..
just..try again ba =)
i'm proud of you baby..you've not let me down..don't ever think that way ok?

rmb wad you said? we'll build a future together..together dear..
so lets work hard together =)

i love you dear..
i wont disturb u ba..will let you cool down..
i know you did your best..
and i'm very proud of you my love..

2006-10-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

i'm the first to post! testing! testing! =)

Love u dear dear!!!